-Slientious Inevitable-

2011-11-30T11:08:00.000-08:00

Human is very realistic.. when you get involve with shit thing, yes you get back all the shit you got.
in a relationship that's no right or wrong. trust or don't.
what i believe in came in your blood. you see, you learn.. get it anot only when you learn a lesson.

Heart breaking -

when you feel heart breaking. it's just a feeling that's all.

just control it. don't ever feel it.

lonely-

when ever you felt lonely. either make yourself busy or just emo.

emotional-

sometimes i just hate myself born in the july.

emo myself when ever im home. lucky i have oreo.

dog can relief your stress for you..

home is not my favorite after all..

but still.. i just cant control my emotional at all.

very minor thing can just affect my emotional.

even just a friend are sad they share things with me i can felt it.

i'm always hot and cold 5min - 5min

Relationship -

i'm suck at relationship. my jealousy is too strong. always frighten who ever i''ve be with.

i just can't control.

Jealousy -

this is the worst part and the hard on another hand..

when ever i got jealous i get woke up easily.

i can lost anyone. i just don't care at all..

till when i cool it down. i start to regret what have i done to myself?

Too caring -

sometimes i'm just too caring for my friends.. then it will make my current girl friend get jealous.

but i don''t no why i'm like this. is born in me. not i want it to..

things get better when my friend is alright.

Work-

alway put my work in the 2st place. sometimes what i get back is just a little reward.

no matter what at least i've try my best.

Home-

always do some hidden thing at home. but i always feel safe at home. no matter what he complain i'll still do it for you. no matter how rude im to you still i love you with all my heart.

Love & Care-

sometimes i just want a simple relationship. isit very difficult ? i'm i asking for more?

someone there for me, hug me sleep, feed me when i'm hungry?

care for me when i'm sick? give me a tight hug when quarrel ?

i know i'm a butch but still my heart is weak like a girl.

i also need someone to teng me. that's all i asked.

Useless-

felt so useless when i don't have any aim at all..

things won't go my way. what can i do in future?

Friends-

i have many friend with me.. but who's your true friend will stay with you and go through so many things with you?

i'm ain't a good friend.. i'm suck at being others people good friend..

still i know who is there for me and care about me. after all kind shit i've been through.

rough one.. someone can just cry with me for one hr plus? like non-stop hit teachno?

sometimes i just need a tight hug from my good friend.

Butch-

being a butch is not as easy as everyone see. is like..

2011-07-12T17:04:00.000-07:00

life.

can't you just get a life?

2011-04-21T17:23:00.000-07:00

bubu, whats wrong?
it's 22nd again!
dont quarrel with me hao ma?
now you are sleeping like a pig !
me and ur mum are trying to feed donno medicine !
just came back form locker room and play..
reach bubu house, just k.o
on her bed..
waking up and she's angry with me!
i have no ideal !

2011-04-20T18:52:00.000-07:00

Since long i haven been posting anything...

how do i start?

its going to be 9th month with bunny...
tml we going to another hotel trip in singapore like again~
anyway is fun ! but we always quarrel in out anniversary
dont like !
this few days both of us very worry for our dog..
donno fall sick having fever..
and oreo have remove his balls !
now oreo is a gay ! haha

bubu is so sweet to cook maggi noodle for me everytime i'm hungry !
but she always complain about me not cooking for her !
although is just a maggi noodle but when ever i eat it it feel like a top chief

BuBu,

Happy 9th month happy anniversary
our Relationship is not easy to go on..
always have cold war..
even texting each others..
still we have our sweet time thou
if i break your broken heart..
im here to say im really sorry..
you are too good for me.
but i dont no how to handle my attitude
im just suck la !
im a very boring person as you can see..
but i happy that you're not bored with me sometimes...
this love is not easy to maintain.
if you give up easily.
i'll tell you everything.. but sometimes i really forget...
i'll give you the best i can..
bare with me..
stay with me..
we can go through this path as long as we dont stop loving
each others i'm i right?
dont ever feel heart break when ever im cold towards you..
cos i'm aint feeling good too..
if you have anything to say or ask go straight to the point.
last but not least..

:ILOVEYOU. =)

2010-09-14T15:42:00.000-07:00

Me and bun when to eloping in bintan.. 3days 2night.
I was so enjoy life and stress free..
Maybe we have little arguement. But at least I know what she's thinking about
pls open up to me.
Nothing much to post. Currently using iPhone to blog so can't post any photo yet !
So my blog is death and boring !

Oh ya ! I just sended baby 14text when I'm high ?
Gonna send more later ~
hahahahha
bust her phone like bo tml !

P.s : this prefect getaway was fun !
I miss it~
soon~
next elop I'll go Thailand ! Ai om Mai !

2010-08-23T17:30:00.000-07:00

I never hug as normal..
I never kiss her like how I used to be.
I never even care for her or asked her
I never even clean dry for her like how she use to clean me when
we caught in the rain..
I'm just not a prefect bf you have.. Maybe just a worst one..
Maybe I don't love you as I claim..
Is this what you thinking?
No more sorry..
I don't give empty promisess
I give all I could.
If one day you told me I have no more feeling toward you.
I'm prepare. But not well prepare.
Heartbreaking ain't the 1st time..
Every new relationship starts with good opening and sad ending.
Not surprise at all.
So what can I do next?
Show you how beautiful this world was?
Or just being a simple couple is doing every single same day?
I just hope that I'm not a boring guy..
I'm not someone that can bring you around the world..
I'm someone that you must suffer with no matter wealth of broke..
Money can't buy love..
But without money you can buy anything.

P.s : B I was confuse for a min. I'm recovering hope what you said to me are real.

2010-08-21T17:24:00.000-07:00

Today is our one month anni~
sorry baby I can't celebrate with you.
I got you a bom bom treasure it alright?
and things I whisper in your ear I mean it.
And stuff I told you today I really don't no how to tell you finally I open
up to you. =) I scare you mad at me..
But I'm wrong about it.. =)
anyway I wanna bring you to many many place.. Just the time always
not right for us =(
it's take times alright?
Oh.. B.. Pls sing k sooooon ya??
Counting down~
2nd month..
New suprise coming !!!

Hehehe..

P.s : Rain drops. After shine. Just you. And Me.
You tried to protect me. When you in the rain too.
I Love You~

2010-08-21T00:29:00.001-07:00

Baby said.. She miss reading my blog.
Here I'm gonna blog again.
Recently going throug things I never really been throu with before
guess is a great one I guess.
Baby is thoughful enough.. I'm glad I have you this fatty by my side.
Maybe I'm her worst bf ever but I can tell you.
I'll give my best for you.
From the start I guess I told you alot of stuff about me in other way I wan you to understand me well and don't give me on who
I'am.. And baby.. I can't wait for the trip..
You asked me a question.
Sorry I can't answer you. Maybe STM is a reason that I can't remember things.
I shouldn't use my brain..
I should use my heart instead.
Everytime I leave for work.. I left you alone on the street I feel so bad..
I feel so empty without you baby.
I wan you to feel safe with me.. Will you?
If one day you're leaving me?
I'm not well prepare. But I'm almost there.

2010-06-28T15:24:00.000-07:00

When ever I walk down the stairs. I'll look at the chair.
Maybe i'm use to it.
You're a kind soul ~
every morning I'll fall for you.
Never lie to you once.
Won't be twice either.
This this is really bad ! We start going this state of quarreling.
Shit ! Sorry I'm Here by saying sorry that I kinda scold you.
对不起宝贝。。
pls don't say you know where you stand in my heart.
Cos of the incident sigh~
when ever we quarrel I'll smile cos of ur face !
You fatty !
No more arguement alright?
Guai guai can?
I tot bring you to salmon you'll be happy..
End up ur silly boi order food forget ur fish !

p.s : I Wanna post alot our photo on my blog badly like yours.
I wanna yang yang you everynight.
You said something touching today.
GaN loved !

2010-06-20T14:47:00.000-07:00

Starting a refresh ain't easy like, whenyou click a refresh on ur mouse for ur Internet.
I believe in you and me.
We can do it.
Don't you?
When thou I saw someone I dislike.
Just treat it as nothing happen in the past.
Accpet. Him and her. This two and really go die !
Even die already I'll open techno of lion dance at their song Ka.
I'll never forgive. You both took my love. ALWAY.
Just like this.
Never trust a person.
Just like this.
Fuck off bitch and slut !!!
Oh back to the topic...
Anyway..
Ppl always said falling in love is easy.. I don't think so..
I don't even know how to said the 3words to someone I love.
Jit dao ~
-__-"

p.s : I heard you cring.
I seen you crying..
Just the tears are worth for me to do anything for you.
=))

this new start
new beinning.
I'll wanna make you as wonderful as the rainbow that shine~
I miss you ~

2010-06-18T19:00:00.001-07:00

Baby
想说声对不起。用错方式去爱你。
因为我太介意。

2010-06-18T15:44:00.000-07:00

I can't breath.
Too sensative.
Bye.
I'm leaving...

2010-06-17T16:55:00.000-07:00

Nothing will last forever.
But at least I treasure everything now and than.
Even I lost you now.
I'll still remember you.
I promise alright?
"left Finger"
We were stranger.
Tell me straight into
my face if you
don't love me no more.
=)

2010-06-15T14:49:00.000-07:00

We've long way to go... Long ride like we never seat before.
Oh...
Anyway copy right is not good !
Let me go through the show with you..
Can't wait for another exciting day with you.

I need you bom
gonna see you bom
and the hearts go over the world tonight.

I wanna catch a fire works with you.
=)
GaN love !

2010-06-13T16:55:00.000-07:00

3more days.
It's has been for so long..
GAn love !
This is a pazzle has been long
unfix untell unhandle will.
No fate NO fate
Gan hate !
A box of rose in the photo fame?
How cool was that?

2010-06-13T16:37:00.000-07:00

Today has a show..
This couple while they are out, he use to act like they are stranger and always wanna get to Noe her gf.
It's like foreplay?
While like kinda special =)
another time was while they're shopping the guy asked the gal how and when do you like me?
Still remember how we started ? Ummm =/
and the gal are busy looking at her cloth and all.. But after all she did recall some?
After went home.. This gal did something wrong and that guy hated so much.
He kanna angry, don't wanna talk to her. And she's angry with him too..
Oh... But after a while that guy when over to another room and smoked..
While smoking he sended a texts to the gal said : sorry. Awww is so sweet can?
And she gal reply :sorry too never do the thing you hate again..
=)
when the guy when back to the room he lie beside her for awhile. Kinda slient for 5mins
the guy looked at the gal eye and hugged her..
And the gal said sorry again... Awww...
Sotouchingeh...
Anyway I haven watch finish this show yet..
Hope that's a happy ending =D

2010-06-08T14:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I don't even know what I'm thinking.. I feel like I'm a cloud..
When its sad.. It rain.. When it happy it shine.. When it over joy it show rainbow.
Somtimes you don't even get to see the cloud at all. Only grey.
I'm scared. Scare of somthings like getting old? Human going through 生老病死.
Sigh~ I did so many sin.
I'm weird.. I'm a weirdos.
But one thing I want the most was you. Toto. Do you know how much I love you?
How much I miss you? I'm willing to give half of my life to exchange you back.
I wonder where are you? Is anyone whack you? Sayang you?
You're the only one that I loved so much. And I didn't treasure you enough.
I left you home alone. I'm sorry..
Sometimes I really wanna M.I.A kinda stupid hur!?

B. I never think anything when I'm with you. I'm just stoning..
This few days you send such a long text to me but I can't really reply you cos I'm busy working..
I knew that you lack of sleep and company me, wait for me to off work
company me to eat than head home while I go work.. Stay till late night to wait for me to be safe home..
You're sweet enough I won't ask for more. =))
Ppl like you are really da Xiao jie. Now you're going through a life with a pob shao ye.
Someone who so irritating and always bully you? Always make you Angry?
Like today? Acttidue you like no reason? I won't hide anything from you. Don't worry okay?
You always say I'll leave you. Why? Why don't you think another way? Before I knew you I heard things bout you?
And yes you heard things bout me too. We're fair ? Do you wanna Noe me more?
I want to..
Sometimes I don't think I suit you.

Great ! Birthday coming ! What should I do? Who should I call?
Who should celebrate with me?
Puzzle.... Beezzzeee ~

*we can stay this way for how long?*

2010-05-25T14:43:00.000-07:00

2nd day of work shagg.
Bb k.o when reach home?
She watch finish her gossip gals ?
Than start gossip bout me with her mum??
X.O.X.O
=))
middle of the night wake up and wait for me to reach home safe?
After I reach home she k.O again???!!?!
How sweet can that be?
That's will be my bun bun.
How special i'm sponge to her??!
Awww..
Sweet dreams.
Don't drool oh.
Cos you left 4hr to sleep.
Just to wait for me to reach home.
D. L. M. I. I. F. T. D.
X.O.X.O
=))

2010-05-24T14:44:00.000-07:00

Nah.. This is you ask me post de.
That night I was hugging bun bun to sleep I have wet dream.
I dream that I'm fucking others gals inside kindergaren.
While in real life I'm drooling on her breast ?
Bb said : I'll forgive you but I won't forget ! Humpf !
Today 1st day of work. Bb company me eat with Mei and teacher. "miss yang"
head to work.
Bb waited for me to off work? After she knew I off work she k.o !
And she left 5 hr of sleepness.
How sweet can she be ?
Thankyouverynice.
She said : I think mentally I am leh! Hee ;)
lol
anyway this sat and maybe sun I'll be yours don't worry !
Off for you ~
oh ya ! My this bb is very evil and bad.
What she did was bite my face blue black.
See my uglyness.

2010-05-23T12:38:00.000-07:00

Knowing you. Since I'm 17?
Rush ?
Letting me know you throw my
e-mail down to the rubbIsh bin??
Ouch ~
your bunny tooth kills..
Link you from your blog since.
20..
Getting in ur world.
Since 23 ?
Letting you coming my world.
Cos you're strAight?
Lol. What a joke!?
Thanks bun bun~
45hr42min.
You're like a big baby I ever knew.
You're worst than me !
ESP. Waking up and listen your sweet voice.
At least you called.
The most funny part are ?
When in drunk you said you angry.
But you smile.
Chey. And yet you can nag and nag and walk and walk ?
Thanks. For eveything.
I feel safe when I'm around with you.
You always make sure I'm safe home.
Waited for me when i leave.
Knowing I'm emo when you dislike. Wanting to know what Im thinking ?
Make sure my mouth is clean.
Make sure I wake up on time to work.
Make sure I've eaten.
Make sure I'm not tired while ridding home.
Hugging each other so tight when the wind nearly blow me off ?
Checking the timing we speed eveyday?
Walking donno and carrying him home like no tml?
Cleaning my sweat unknowingly?
Is just you.
Bun Bun.
Or ya. Last but not least.
Snoring beside me loudy and drool all over.
Making nosie and keep talking to me while I'm a sleep deathly?
Even I sleeping having wet dream you're still disturbing me?
Asking me to wake up softly? -__-"

2010-05-19T22:43:00.000-07:00

Hey boi ! No more sadness.
Bunny bunny~
thank for everything.
I'll plan everything best for us although our
timing crash !!
damn it !!
Trust me okay !
I hate thai gals.

2010-05-10T13:15:00.000-07:00

Things won't be easy for you and me now..
Don't ask me question.
I don't no how to answer you.
Once broken consider sold.
You break too many of my heart.
I keel quite till I blow out.
And I have giving you chance.. You nver make out anything.
Do you now how much we have been throu?
Fate.. And now fated.
I put in alot of effort, so do you?
Pls treasure ur next guy. Like you said.
The most hurtful word you said are you love me.
Where by you did nothing at all.
Making love out of nothing at all.
To you frens are important. To me gf come 1st.
You don't have trust in me. But I do.
When I'm with you I touch no gals hug no gals
I keep all my promised to you.
But last you break all your promised to me
pls treat promise a important words.
I bring you around the world without empty
shell without regret.
I'm very simple.
Love me. Dote me. Listen what I said.
I'll love you 101%
that's all.
You can't give me what I really want.
Thanks for everything you left.
I'll remember.
You wanna see me flirt ? Hugging a gal ?
I'm a pussy.. Ham ji you noe that.
But now.. I'm changing.
I've remove my old shell.
Why? Cos I'm a cancer.
I'll give my new love a new life.

2010-04-30T02:52:00.000-07:00

I don't no how to tell you how I really feel ytd I have to hide everything inside and keep tight ..
Just take care.
From now in I'm not gonna care anymore.
Sorry.

2010-04-29T04:55:00.001-07:00

where were you ??
You found me you found me.

Thanks bunny.

I guess you have already used to it.

Thanks meow for cheering me up with kiki gal
loves.

Thanks ms D.

Most of all wish me look luck for zouk.

And wish that red colour car bang and die on the spot I curse him.
=)

2010-04-22T12:07:00.000-07:00

I miss your hand ... I miss kissing it ! I miss holding and watch movie =)

2010-04-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

You'll never do something to make up for ur mistake.
I. H. Y

2010-04-20T13:00:00.000-07:00

I don't no why I'm still waiting for somethin to happen.

2010-04-19T11:57:00.000-07:00

I fucking hate you !
You hurt me so deep.
You'll never try .. Just by doin
nothing !!!! Nothing at all !!!!!!!!
你为什么要说慌！

2010-04-17T11:17:00.000-07:00

You break my heart into pieces..
I'm spechless toward you
I'm diappointed toward you.

2010-04-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry really sorry .. I love you too I can't help you any more seeing you getting hurt
from me is my most bigger regret.. Take care all the best. You are the best of the best person I ever met in my life I swear.. I can feel how sad are you.. With my selfishless..

2010-04-13T02:45:00.000-07:00

Baby look after me.
Fever come and go...
High and low..
Guess wat?
Baby she give me a 1st dose..
Baby : how was it ?
Me : omg ! Give me more pls !
I wan to over dose ! Lol

2010-04-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

My door is open for you.
You stay before..
Come and go everytime..
I miss you badly...
Just come back to me singapore is so small..

2010-04-07T04:00:00.000-07:00

Sponge boi no patient any more ...

2010-04-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

I miss you hugging me to sleep.
I miss waking up , you'll Be the 1st one I see in the morning.
=)

2010-03-31T00:03:00.001-07:00

Change.

2010-03-30T04:46:00.000-07:00

I trust you. Maybe wat you said are true.. But for my happiness just give me a blessing okay?
君

2010-03-26T06:00:00.001-07:00

I'm really sorry ten thousand sorry baby..

2010-03-21T12:48:00.000-07:00

Lastly..
Disppoint never end with diappointed.
Thanks baby..

2010-03-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

Sponge very disappoited..
It's not the 1st time..
Maybe this is my weakness..
I can't take it anymore I'll out of this kinda life
sad ~
sponge boi gonna shout everything out soon

2010-03-11T12:18:00.000-08:00

I hate you samantha ng jun

2010-03-09T23:55:00.000-08:00

Saturday MY off day ?!?
If you not going to ask me out !!
I'm gonna ask Y ou out !!

2010-03-09T02:27:00.000-08:00

If you really love mr as you said ..
Tell me, tell me straigh. Into me face
everytime I seen couple holding hand..
They really Hold real tight like never let go..
I don't wan to prove anything Any more..
Gal.. Tell me wat to do?

2010-03-07T06:33:00.000-08:00

Do you catch your beath when I look
at you.
Are you holding back
like the way I do?

P.S : 117 days

2010-03-04T23:55:00.001-08:00

I missssss you~~

2010-03-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

2010-03-02T00:12:00.000-08:00

let me tell you how i feel it's so lonely is like dreaming all the time.. I give you.
I think i'll never love again.

Your egg tart make me smile..
Thanks D.

Bobby your words make me melt..

As for bunny.. Keep your promise.

2010-02-28T20:42:00.001-08:00

I just wan a normal relationship between us..
Just a little caring.. It's won't hurt.
You also can't give.
I feel so hot temper this few days..
Reply 1 2words doesn't mean you have to do the same.
Tell you wat.. I have give up.
You hurt me.

2010-02-27T22:20:00.001-08:00

thanks y, doreen for morning calls me.. Esp y haha..
Bobby thanks for callin cab for me haha..
As for B..
Don't tell ppl about my dirty secret.
Over slept
haha..

Okay.. Kanna cool kanna lock up for 4hr.. Mother fucker..

Oh ya meow meow too haha..

P.s - when you hugz me i don't no why i stone down there..
And again you hug me so tight..
You never did that before.
I don't no why. And i still stone down there.. Wat you feel? So now you can feel how i feel ?

2010-02-25T21:16:00.000-08:00

you caught my eye.
Freeze.
You changed.

P.s - i changed.. Sorry.. Everything doesn't go my way.. Cos you never use your heart to listen.. Action speak louder then words. And words are cheap.

2010-02-23T19:58:00.000-08:00

you're giving me a sweet dreams.
P.s- just so you know.

Hope things getting better.
Is getting hard being around you.

2010-02-22T00:12:00.000-08:00

The one i love the most.
The one i hurt the most.
The longstes relationship i have.
Kelly kong just R.O.M
congrat.
How i wish i was there.. Company you all the way.. See your baby..
Nvm..
Good luck.
All the best kelly..
I'll always remember you..
=)
<3

2010-02-20T22:55:00.000-08:00

17th feb 09 for you sam.
Finally i decide to wear it.

My horo said- is time to get real. And cut away all my lost.

I think quite true hur..

When i damn sick.. I need you.
I'll keep fa pi qi..
Nvm..
Forget it..

If i fall sick again who can look after me i'll marry you !!

Thanks mama.. So touchin.. I love you.

2010-02-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

I feel so hard to love someone after that ass hole..

Fuck, why i'm i turning so no feeling?

But too bad..
I think i like you.
Very deep.

Be my valentine.

2010-02-07T20:28:00.000-08:00

sinces,
you , you and you.
Are leaving with your life happyily..
I also wan to move on..

I wan you to dance with me.
I make something for you ytd.
That's why i can't sleep.
Why don't you ask me to be your valentine instead of me asking you?
Let's try somethin new this yr.
I'll give you my heart.
Last for 2yrs. This 2yrs pls look after it well.. Maybe it will last.. "lust"

Pls accept who i'am.
This is the 1st time i have being a good boi. After so many thing happen.. Life are getting harder.. Can we do it together?

Don't give up.
Like i used to.
Promise me kiss me and feel me.
When your eye really close.

P.s - I'm falling.

2010-02-05T22:45:00.001-08:00

you are always right.. Yes my english are poor. But not my fren. I took every words you said i shut my eye and keep inside. Now i gonna forget everything. Don't you think you're childish as well ? You kissed keith in front of me? And dance with others butch..you think i'll jealous? And being sarcastic with doreen? Oh.. Me and her too loving till you wanna spike me? Oh no men..

Anyway doreen is much more caring then you and mature..
Thanks doreen for everythin,
you bought me breakfast before i even wake up and go work . I caugh in the rain you rush down like a aunti and fell down cos of me, wash my cloth, iron and dry it for me.. You're soooo sweet do you noe?

2010-02-03T21:17:00.000-08:00

Every small little things i do, it's count?
Every small little things i do, it's hurt ?
Let's end this tonigh baby..
I'm sorry.. My bad..
Even my english is bad don't blame the ppl i mix with. Cos is me just me myself and i . You look too highly of yourself. So wat if your english is good? Every one has a choice. Don't look down on ppl. You will get it back soon.
Trust me.

Vanlentine days..
I'll be so lonely..

P.j : Tonigh , meet the in law session again.. Lol..

C : don't be sad.. Fren come and go..you trusted the wrong person nvm make it ask a mistake, your "fat fat" will support you all the way lol..

D : Thank you very nices.

2010-01-29T21:53:00.000-08:00

D- wa.. Stay over your place.. I feel like shao ye.. Sia.. Thanks for the breakfast and your scary mum.. Haha..

New year- lonely year
vanlentine day- super lonely..
Anyone wanna date me?

P.j- wat happen? Why moody?
Things are changing... Don't make it fake away..

2010-01-24T21:51:00.000-08:00

My baby you.

Someone whisper to me.
Is time to let go.
I reply : i already did.. Cos.. Finally i seen you smile.

Soon i'll give you my words.
Live long and stay strong.

You're the reason i could fly,
i just hate 24th jan 10
how i turn my world around.

2010-01-23T10:27:00.001-08:00

I was waiting for you the whole day.
but yets is worst waiting...
missing you was just the starting...

y : we have no fate. lol... thanks for ur toot anyway..
my boss told me wat isit liao lol..

p.s : 13texts a day, i think is too less...

2010-01-22T00:52:00.000-08:00

Samantha Ng Jun.
Me and zed
toilet Hero..
WoOo.. WEeEe..

2010-01-19T21:04:00.000-08:00

you no longer related to me.. So do i ?
19th jan 10

things gonna change.

Raine thanks..

Everybody take care..

P.j : Thanks for trusting me.

2010-01-17T04:12:00.000-08:00

I Confess on the 17th jan 01

B, that's hurt.

Wat i'm gonna do.. Was listen..
Not gonna hurt myself anymore..
Letting it go was the most painful part..
In life.. I have to learn.. Till i die..
Explore everythin i can now..

B.B... Thanks alot . .
For ytd night..
Always love you.
=)

2010-01-14T03:33:00.001-08:00

when i msg you, i wan a truth to come out..
Not mind games..

If you don't wan to care anymore..
Then forget it..
Either do i ?

Pls dump me.

2010-01-13T22:48:00.000-08:00

My sickness are back.. Damn it.. So hate that.. I'll ask forgiveness from you.
Sorry mother i didn't realize wat i did..
Pls remove that from my life..

Cancer are emotional.. Wanted to build family.. Caring..

Yes i wan to build a family now.. But is so tiring.. Everytime it's break off took so long to heal.. I don't no why you break our promise.. So do i ? I didn't blame you, cos i'm the one who break it 1st.. Then you.. Yet you told me about it.. Thanks sweet.. But i felt so hurt deep down.. So pain..

2010-01-12T22:59:00.000-08:00

Thanks.. For trusting me so much..
And let me be there for you..
Last night..
Pls look after yourself..
Seeing you so shagg is making me
heartache..
=(
love you..
Always..
If you need a shoulder to cry..
Mine is all yours..

P.s : i wan you to sing this song for me
'when it was good'
go learn hor..

2010-01-10T09:28:00.001-08:00

The Bottom Line
A relationship is at a crossroads. Figure out which way it's heading.

In Detail
You've been working hard for the past couple of days. In fact, you've probably had to take care of something someone else was supposed to do, but never quite got finished. Does this mean you're entitled to something special as a reward for what you've done? You're darned right it does. Let your family, friends, kids and anyone else who's depending on you for favors know that it's now officially your turn. Then draw a nice, hot bubble bath.

is all about you..

cancer.

2010-01-10T00:42:00.002-08:00

you left me speechless
lady gaga..

Never in love again?

Pls look after yourself wat ever you decide to do..
I'll always be there..
If you need me..

2010-01-10T00:42:00.001-08:00

you left me speechless
lady gaga..

Never in love again?

Pls look after yourself wat ever you decide to do..
I'll always be there..
If you need me..

2010-01-09T22:40:00.000-08:00

Superman born on this date..
10.01.10

=)

how i wish i was him..

After lookin at the new paper ytd..
Angry, hates, and love.

But everythings has over..
So fast..
If one day doctor gave me a pill that can brain wash..
Should i take it ?
I'll forget about you.. You and you..
Will you be happy?

2010-01-08T20:30:00.001-08:00

that's this song.. Going through my mind..

Just So You Know.

When will all those fuck up things end?

Once again.. I dream of you..
This time is i whack you.
Ha.
Hope this dreams won't come true..
I knew everythin about you..
I wan to stop this..

p.s: stop my heartbeat just for once.

2010-01-06T09:04:00.000-08:00

One time...

pig house...

blurr blurr..

P.s : Sorry the tira is spoil...

=(

2010-01-04T23:27:00.000-08:00

wahaha..
I have a date on 7th jan 09 !!

I can't wait..

Lol..
Happy happy..

P.s: close ur eye and stop lookin at me.
Feel how i feel.

Control for a year.
Don't cut off my pig tail.. !!

2010-01-03T21:45:00.000-08:00

hey..

Baby.. This for you..

Russian Roulette.
Rihanna.

2010-01-03T21:39:00.003-08:00

P.J: can't wait to see you..

P.s : 本来

2010-01-03T21:39:00.002-08:00

P.J: can't wait to see you..

P.s : 本来

2010-01-03T21:39:00.001-08:00

P.J: can't wait to see you..

P.s : 本来

2010-01-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl !!

Mr Sponge is going back to school !!

P.s: Love you so much.
Alex Du.

2010-01-02T21:39:00.000-08:00

If you date me at night, i'll wake up alone.
Don't leave me tonight.

Stay, if you leave me at night , i'll wake up alone. Don't tell me i'll making on my own.

*I noe i have been selfish*
*I nOe i have been foolish*

P.S: Stay Close , Don't go
secondhand Serenade.

2010-01-01T21:53:00.001-08:00

Promise are meant to be broken..
Hope you don't think like this..

I still keep my promise..

If i promise something without my left finger means.. Not a promise..
=)

2010-01-01T04:02:00.000-08:00

8song 1you.

This year new year was suck..
Never get to see fire works..
Close up.
Damn sad..
My 1st time..
=((

your voice.
P.S : so Paranoid.

2009-12-29T22:49:00.000-08:00

Your Call
Secondhand Serenade

21.12

I'm useless..
I can't stop anything..

P.s: Everything is so different..

2009-12-28T03:33:00.001-08:00

me, turn red..
You, pop out..

I wan to stop thinkin..

Can't

your smell..

On my hand..

P.s: No One Else Come Closer.
I'm standing Right beside you.
Can you even hear my breathing?

2009-12-26T22:33:00.000-08:00

2month - 2accident..
And i'm still here..
When get into accident..
I forget alot of things..
But not you.

P.s : i can't stop myself.. For texting you.:yes, finally i did.
Yet. . N.R.

2009-12-22T22:27:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday, smelly backside..
I'm sorry i didn't protected our ring.
Kiss good night.

2009-12-13T00:29:00.000-08:00

ytd supper club was crazy.. Too crazy.. For me..
I'm like an ass hole..
Haha..

P.S :God, pls forgive me.
I hope this kinda fun, last long.

J: that's hurtful.. Ounch..
Give me a green light..
So that i can walk in.

2009-12-11T02:26:00.000-08:00

I don't wan to hugz you sleep anymore..

I miss you..
I miss crying and hugging on you..
Hope you can find your way home..
Peek ka poo..
Daddy wan to hugz you and sleep..

2009-12-09T21:21:00.000-08:00

I Realize..
Someone has been..
Missing in my life..
Almost.. 2yrs..

Kelly kong Yuan Kuan..
Where are you?
I miss you.
=)

P.S : I'm sorry..
Guess being a Vampire.. Is hard for you..
I'll choose to bite you.. Rather let you grown old and die..
Haha

2009-12-09T04:27:00.002-08:00

P.S : Promise Me In The Dark..

Hey dude..
How are you..
=)

2009-12-09T04:27:00.001-08:00

P.S : Promise Me In The Dark..

Hey dude..
How are you..
=)

2009-12-09T01:48:00.002-08:00

once again.. I see, you..
We even make out..
We don't wan to be separated..

The worst part ??
I don't even noe who are you..

P.S: Don't wake me up.
=)

2009-12-09T01:48:00.001-08:00

once again.. I see, you..
We even make out..
We don't wan to be separated..

The worst part ??
I don't even noe who are you..

P.S: Don't wake me up.
=)

2009-12-07T23:06:00.000-08:00

kiss me through the phone.
Kiss me when i get home.
=)

P.S : No one else come closer

2009-12-05T23:57:00.000-08:00

Me, you and My Medication

Private Blog.
Starts Now.

P.S : I'll still hugz you sleep everynight..
Wat's make me smile..
Is when i off the light and you are glow in the dark.
=)

2009-12-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

Got myself a deeper cut ever..
Can't heal it myself.. Nurse.. ?
No..
Going to be a monk for 100days..
Anyone gonna support me?

Y : Sorry.

P.S: I'm gonna be a ugly frog..really ugly one.
Waitin for my princess to kiss me again.

J.y.

2009-11-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

I Miss your hair smell

P.S : 你的承诺

2009-11-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

Well wat i'm gonna post for today?

KRYSTAL LIM YI QIAO ??

I read ur blog, damnn it..

damnn disapponited in you.

You said you need me.

you don't call, you don't text how will i noe you quarrel with ur mum?

Oh you don't wan to let anyone see ur blog wat you write about me right?

that's too bad.

you can't handle ur work , nvm

about relationship. yu did well but ur temper FUCK UP !

you noe that?

i agree my temper is very bad.

but waT DO YOU TREAT ME AS?

a SOCCER BALL? when we quarrel you'll ask me to pack my bag and fucking leave ur house?

i control a few time okay, but FINALLY i leave.

happy?

you'll never stop me when i leave, why should i stop you when you leave?

you'll always walk away while we quarrel.. i'm the one who cry like a mother fucker dog.

asked you not to leave me.

why?? do you feel good when seeing me crying ?

hey ! you said i kissed you i touch you and you regret??

why?

you are the one who throw yourself at me when you're drunk .

i do my part as a fren looking after you, yet ? you keep kissing me.

oh and you said while we DATING (not Together) i kiss a gal behind you?

we're dating not together .

anyway i don't even know wat is dating though.

lol..

you force kissing me while you and juli is together. and you kinda kiss with travis

and when we are dating travis kissed you too..

so you really wan to compare??????

juli is so poor thing.. you said that you can't forget someone so fast.

but you did it on juli.

haha...

You said you taught me to love you.

pls.. come on la.. ur loving

and my loving someone is different.

Don't compare how much you love me or do stuff for me.

didn't i do things for you too?

didn't i give in?

you suffer the crucial part??

so.. you mean i didn't??

you never keep ur word too..

you when club with who? julz?

you sure? not with jb they all?

oh ya you told me before you hate pub gals..

they're so cheap.

then why you still mix with them??

maybe i don't understand you..

i told you before.. no matter wat..

i change my heart will remain

but you !! force me to the HELL

you noe even a fren of mine..

when i'm sick they brough me medicine?

and you ??

haha...

no Comments..

you are sweet in a way.. you dump ur fren to come over and look after me..

but you'sr very sensative you noe that..

you said i forcem you to become one.

and i make you too..

your blog hurt me so much...

and this !

is for you !

return all my things ASAP !

oh one more thing...

i love to take picture.. and you , never once took a picture with ur face..

i don't care how ugly the picture looks but it's mean alot to me.

and you can't even take picture on my birthday.

but others ppl can...

wat the hell was that?

i hope ur new relationship , you can change...

and i'm a beng, you said .. so i can't change..

you and ur RULE & REGULATIONS..

SUCKS...

you always said you love me..

butt you don't love me who I'Am...

AT ALL !!

think about it !!

2009-10-05T05:15:00.001-07:00

i just post something for you.. but can't upload.. so already deleted..

is this fate?

2009-10-05T01:15:00.000-07:00

Baby gal.. Can i still call you that?i can't.. Do anythin else without you this is bad.. I miss your absent.
I miss you sayang and pat me to sleep.. Kiss me alot alot of time, everynight..
I miss thing that we do tgt
i miss ur hugz
i miss ur kisses
i miss ur love love..
I wan you to be the 1st one to seat my bike.. My bubbler bee =)

2009-08-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

when i'm young,
i'll pamper myself.. Like buy things for myself just to make me happy?
My dear viewer..
Are you all like this?

But when i get into relationship..
I can feel something different.
Esp.. Been with krystal lim..She really do pamper me..Pamper me like a baby..I never felt that way before..
She even help me pack my bag before i work. How sweet can that be? But now if i really wan her back.. I must try harder

2009-07-28T02:58:00.001-07:00

25th july 09

won't ever forget that nitez with you..
Drink drank.. Uncut..

Love you. Baby gal..

I'll update all the photo soon..
=) be patience