Monday, August 23, 2010' 5:30 PM
I never hug as normal..
I never kiss her like how I used to be.
I never even care for her or asked her
I never even clean dry for her like how she use to clean me when
we caught in the rain..
I'm just not a prefect bf you have.. Maybe just a worst one..
Maybe I don't love you as I claim..
Is this what you thinking?
No more sorry..
I don't give empty promisess
I give all I could.
If one day you told me I have no more feeling toward you.
I'm prepare. But not well prepare.
Heartbreaking ain't the 1st time..
Every new relationship starts with good opening and sad ending.
Not surprise at all.
So what can I do next?
Show you how beautiful this world was?
Or just being a simple couple is doing every single same day?
I just hope that I'm not a boring guy..
I'm not someone that can bring you around the world..
I'm someone that you must suffer with no matter wealth of broke..
Money can't buy love..
But without money you can buy anything.
P.s : B I was confuse for a min. I'm recovering hope what you said to me are real.
Saturday, August 21, 2010' 5:24 PM
Today is our one month anni~
sorry baby I can't celebrate with you.
I got you a bom bom treasure it alright?
and things I whisper in your ear I mean it.
And stuff I told you today I really don't no how to tell you finally I open
up to you. =) I scare you mad at me..
But I'm wrong about it.. =)
anyway I wanna bring you to many many place.. Just the time always
not right for us =(
it's take times alright?
Oh.. B.. Pls sing k sooooon ya??
Counting down~
2nd month..
New suprise coming !!!
Hehehe..
P.s : Rain drops. After shine. Just you. And Me.
You tried to protect me. When you in the rain too.
I Love You~
Baby said.. She miss reading my blog.
Here I'm gonna blog again.
Recently going throug things I never really been throu with before
guess is a great one I guess.
Baby is thoughful enough.. I'm glad I have you this fatty by my side.
Maybe I'm her worst bf ever but I can tell you.
I'll give my best for you.
From the start I guess I told you alot of stuff about me in other way I wan you to understand me well and don't give me on who
I'am.. And baby.. I can't wait for the trip..
You asked me a question.
Sorry I can't answer you. Maybe STM is a reason that I can't remember things.
I shouldn't use my brain..
I should use my heart instead.
Everytime I leave for work.. I left you alone on the street I feel so bad..
I feel so empty without you baby.
I wan you to feel safe with me.. Will you?
If one day you're leaving me?
I'm not well prepare. But I'm almost there.